by sunsunearth » Mon Jan 22, 2018 7:32 pm
Hello,Sorry for my english,ı am not a native english speaker, my scam has been 3 months,ı had very pain for 2 months,it was like a hell,now ı am not having very much pain,ı accepted some realities...
but ı have still worrying, yes ı read the posts,but still ı can't feel free.
Here is recovery and reassurance topic,but ı could not find a place to be able to write in other topics. they are closed topic. where must ı write?
ı closed all the social nets,facebook etc, ı never paid, my scammer was from ivory coast...
I have graduated from university,ı will be teacher,but in schools,theacher's names and their e-mail contact are put on the website of school,ı am scare of this,ı can get the sack,if the video resurface. ı can not focus to my future life because of these thoughts...
if scammers see my name ,they may contact to me again..etc.. or if ı work in other work,forexample,in a company as a manager, company can also want to use my name on their webpages, ...
So may be scammer can find me again by this way,they can search my name and they can find me by this way,these thoughts make me scare...Because we exist with our names,we work with our names,whatever we do,we have to use our names,on companies'webpages where we work...
We can not know scammers did not store the videos in harddisks,may be in a x time,they will want to check the old victims,in case they need money,may be he could not do money recently ,thats why, wants to check the old victims...
Okey we should think positive,but to think positive does not vanish the nagative things... please do not be angry me,but ı feel like this,thank you for your supports...