Thursday, February 10, 2022
scott merrick <scottmerrickdr@gmail.com> wrote:
First and foremost - about your preference of man. You really didn't ask for too much. Those are exactly what a man should possess and in a woman, all I seek is just honesty and truthfulness, every other thing can adjust and I can possibly tolerate anything, except for lies and dishonesty.
Yeah, about my son. I really want him to have a good life and I'd do anything in my capacity to ensure he does. About my ex (Alicia); I no longer have a thing to do with her, therefore, she should prolly be with someone else now, I wouldn't know. For the past two years, she kept sending emails, begging and apologizing to return into my life but I can't do that. She's in my past now. I believe ONCE A CHEAT WILL FOREVER BE A CHEAT. Such people can hardly change. Honesty isn't something you develop. It's in the blood. Once you are full of honesty, it can never be taken from you. So, I had to let her know she's in my past and I've got nothing to do with her anymore.
I do not want Darlington to remain in Russia, I'm thinking of allowing him to finish his college education in Russia then he returns back to the States. He's a boarder in a School in Russia and he was assigned a guardian to look after his well being.
The fact that we just met and things seem to be moving well between us; it's incredible and amazing to believe I'd have some to write to, ever again. Thanks to Darlington who talked me into looking on penpalworld for a friend and eventually, it worked.
About the idea of meeting up; sighs, I don't really know how this is gonna work out. Why? First and foremost, I can't leave Caserma Ederle unless my contract ends, and that's prolly till April when we all will be getting paid for the contracts. It wouldn't be a problem for me; I can meet you up wherever you want. You know? You're the woman and women are to be respected and well taken care of, therefore I have to come to you wherever you are (after my contract ends).
With regards to this phrase "I do not know - and I need your help figure it out". What would you want me to do? What would you like me to figure out for you? I'd be glad to oblige your request.
The last paragraph touched me down to the heart and I'm so happy knowing that there is someone out there who cares. This means a lot to me and I'll never take this for granted. Well, my vulnerability is headed, lol and I had to leave my past in the past. I look at the future now, and not the past anymore. I just want a good life for myself and my son.
I know there's someone out there for us (myself and my son) and ONE DAY, she'll find us and we'll definitely be together as ONE BIG FAMILY.
How has your day been? I'm not sure of the time difference so I wouldn't know the proper question to ask, lol. Sorry about that buddy.
Hugs and pecks from me to you.
I hope you can still reply to this email tonight? And lastly, I wrote to darlington about you and I also sent him your picture, though, he's yet to reply but I hope you really don't mind that I did that?
Regards.
Scott.
Friday, February 11, 2022
scott merrick <scottmerrickdr@gmail.com> wrote:
Oh my!
I really need to tell you how excited I get whenever your mail pops on my mini computer. I do not think I'd get this elated in years to come. Thank you for coming into my life. Even though we're yet to discover our purposes, I'm damn sure the UNIVERSE has a huge purpose for us. Now, I'm glad to know we have no time difference, how could I not even check our difference in time, gosh! Pardon me.
You see, I must admit you've got a heart of gold. Your heart is absolutely pure! Taking care of animals like they're your kids, this means alot to me and it shows how humane and benevolent you are. I had to laugh my ass out, as I read through the second paragraph of your mail where you talked about those two beautiful birds you took care of. Ain't that amazing? This shows how compassionate you'd be, if those were to be humans. Thank you for being who YOU ARE.
I received a response from my son and he was wowed! Firstly he had to make a mockery of me "Dad, I thought you concluded to never have a thing with women. How are you so much all over this new ma'am you just met? You really have to give me some credits for that! I made it happen," That was a funny part of his mail and truly he was correct. He made this whole thing possible. He talked me into seeing the future and forgetting about my past. Even though he is 14, he's got the knowledge and wisdom of an adult. I love him damn much and he's so amazing.
To tell you his reaction on seeing your photo, he was completely speechless, do you wanna know what he said about your photo? Ah ah.. Lol "Wow, dad! U did a gud job. Looking at this picture, she's gorgeous nd lovely. I don't tink she needs makeup cos she looks naturally beautiful. Common dad, she looks adorable nd mesmerizing. I'm sure she looks prettier in person than in a picture". You see? He adored your photo. Well, as much as I know about him, he doesn't tell lies. Which depicts all he said to be TRUE.
About this - If I'll be leaving Italy a few days after my contract ends. Well, I've heard so much about some beautiful places in Italy which I'm yet to visit. I might wanna stay for a few weeks to look around if there's going to be anywhere spectacular. You know? I'd have my freedom already. My contract would've ended and I'd be free to move around however I desire.
About what I said "Women should be respected"! I do not preach or say what I can not do or what I do not do. I respect women alot, especially the elderlies. Women are like diamonds, they should be sought for, they need care, attention, love, and all sorts of beautiful things. Buddy, I need to let you know my kind of person, when I get intimate with a woman, she becomes a total part of my life. As you and I get closer, I wouldn't mind going to the moon or plucking the stars for you.
I write to you like I have known you for years, I have never been this happy. It feels like you brought back a COMPLETE JOY into my life and this feels so real.
I need you to know this. There can never be a bit of disappointment from me when we eventually meet. Except there is a reason for you to be disappointed about me, which I don't think there is, but then, I have to let you make your own decision. We both have equal rights to decision making. As long as you're truthful and honest with me, I sincerely have no reason to feel disappointed about you when we meet. I'm not particular about the look or structure of the body, I only go for the heart. I see you've got a pure and beautiful heart, buddy, we got no problem. Except there is anyone, on your part.
This desire I feel about you is unexplainable, I do not know how to put them together in words. I just want you around me as long as you can. I feel safe and happy and purposeful. I wouldn't want you to feel bad about this paragraph, if I said something unusual or awkward, I'm sorry. I couldn't just control the emotions and I better let them out. They are unexplainable at the moment, I don't know what to say. I do not want you to feel offended. I just want you to know you mean so much to me and I do not want to let go.
I haven't asked these.. Do you go to work? If yes, what kind of work do you do? And if not, what do you do on a daily basis? Do you just sit at home and feed the birds or play around and have fun?
Please write to me as soon as you can, buddy!
Today is Friday and I have less to deal with at work, I should be able to round things off before 12pm.
I look forward to receiving your mail again.
Lest I forget, Darlington said "Greetings to you ma'am, how ar u? I hope tings ar working well for u over there? Please ma'am don't stop doin what u do that has rendered my dad a happy man recently. I felt the difference in his emails to me of late nd I knw it's got to do with u, ma'am. Tank u for coming into his life. I shall write to u, someday. - Darlington"
My beautiful, please write to me soon.
Regards.
