NATALIYAMYSHKO@internetsiberia.com

[Big Al]

Why haven't you answered me?
I asked you to write me the airport that is close to you.
I haven't left for Moscow yet. I was not able to buy the tickets
there. But tomorrow I am going to leave that is why please,
tell me the name of the airport.
You didn't write me the airport though I asked you about it in
my previous letter. Don't you want to see me? Or you have changed
your mind and you don't want me to come to you? Please, tell me
the truth. I have to go to the Embassy and I am sure they will
give me visa. I told you several times that I was going to get
a student visa. I don't know yet what University or college
I am going to study in. I wanted to choose it together with you.
I wanted it to be close to you. As I would like to be able to
meet with you while I am there. I wrote you that I was going
to live in a campus. And we would be able to meet daily.
Or I even could live at your place. I am going to study and
to work there. So we could share all the expenses and pay
bills together.
I have to know the airport and hope you will meet me.
I want to know your thoughts on this. Even if you don't want
to hear me, please, tell me the truth. Just don't keep silence.
Nataliya.

[Big Al]

Why don't you answer my last letters? Are you not interested
in me any more?
I have just came to Moscow. But I haven't been to the Embassy
yet. I am going to have an an interview tomorrow. And I am sure
I am going to get it. You didn't write me the name of the aiport
that is close to you. Or you don't want to see me? If you don't
write me the airport, then it is going to be my last letter to
you. You have broken my heart. Such a pity, it took me so much
forces to come to you, and you don't want to see me.
I am waiting for your reply even if you don't want to see me.
But just write me the truth not to wait for you.
Nataliya.

[Big Al]

How are you, my sweetheart?
I am OK, just a little bit tired. I am already in Moscow and
the city is so noisy. I don’t really feel comfortable here.
But well, I came here on purpose. So it is Ok.
I have very good news for you. I’ve got my visa at last.
So this is done now. I have my passport for going abroad with
the visa inside.
The only thing left is a ticket. I already know the airport
I should go to. And I even went to the cash department of the
airport to check about the ticket. They offered me the ticket
on September, 1th.
And the price is rather reasonable. It will cost $476.
Unfortunately, there is a problem. I have only $100 and
I still need $376. I really don’t know what to do. I have to
pay for it soon not to be sold to someone else. So I have to ask
you if you can help me with this. Will you be able to send me $376?
I told you that I sold my fur coat to pay for visa and ticket.
But the money was not enough. I sold my fur tree for $900.
I have spent $300 for all the papers with the visa. And $60
I spent for my trip to Moscow. That is why I ask you to help
me and send me $376.
As soon as I buy the ticket I will immediately leave for you.
And in some days I will be in your arms already. Think on this.
Dear, I really have no one to rely on and I have only you who
could help me in this situation. You know I will give you the
money back as soon as I will be able to work in your country.
So this is no going to be a problem. I will give it back to you
by all means. This is the only thing left now before we could
be together.
I really hope that you will help me and we will be together at
last. I am sure you want it the same way I do.
So, please, write me your thoughts on this and when you will be
able to send the money. I can’t stay here for long in Moscow and
also the ticket could be sold to another person if I don’t pay
for it shortly.
You can send money to my name (NATALIYA MYSHKO)
by any office Western Union or MoneyGram and I will get
it without any problems in Moscow.
My sweetheart, I need you and I hope you too need me.
I love you very much.
And I miss you badly.
Nataliya.

[Big Al]

Yes, I understand that asked you for help though told you that
had all the money for the trip. But please, understand my problem.
I have has sold a fur coat. But this money is not enough for the
ticket. I don’t know where to take the money. I hope only for you.
Nobody can help me here. I don’t know anybody here in Moscow.
I didn’t know I had to buy a two way ticket. $476 is a cost for
the ticket there and the return ticket. Your government asks to
have a return ticket for the case my visa is inspired or I am not
able to enter the University. They do it because they are afraid
of the immigrants. When I checked the cost of the ticket they told
me the cost only of the one ticket. Do you understand now why
I don’t have enough money for the ticket?
I am still in Moscow. And I have spent lots of money already to
stay here. Everything is very expensive here and my money is
limited. Please, understand my worries and help me.
I have already paid part of the money for ticket not to be sold
to another person. I have left 100 dollars that is why I ask you
to send me money. I ask you to send me only $376. 476 dollars is
a very reasonable price. And if I don’t pay the whole sum of the
money for the ticket then I will loose all the money that I paid
for my ticket to be reserved.
The other problem is that my visa is given to me only for 2 months
except of 3 months. I don’t know why they did it. But that was
the decision of your Embassy. And they even didn’t explain me the
reason. And I can’t wait. That is why I should come as soon as
possible and enter the University. If I have my visa for longer
time then I could stay here for more time and try to save money.
But I have no time.
I ask you to help me but don’t ask you for a present! I will come,
enter the University and give you the money back. I will work and
will be able to give you it back. I don’t want you to think that
I want to use you just to move to your country.
I hope that you will understand me and will send me the money.
There is only thing left before we meet. There is only little step
left. So please, think and send me the money. It is only 376
dollars. I don’t think it is much for the opportunity to be happy.
I think we will be able to be happy with you. But you should do
this so we could meet with you. ..
I hope that you want to see me and will send me the money.
I already wrote to you that you could send the money to any office
of Western Union or MoneyGram in Moscow. Please, send the
money to my full name. I will be able to get the money without
any problems.
Sorry, but I can't send you pictures now as I am in Moscow now.
I have no here a camera.
I don't think it is a problem as soon I will come to you and you
will be able to see me in real life but not at the pictures.
Nataliya.
P.S.
My plan? I should arrive and enter the university till October, 20st.
To me will submit only documents to any university enough. And my
visa will prolong after that for 5 years. It will prolong for all
term of study. I shall work. I shall work prior to the beginning
of study. So I can pay my residing there and study. Now you
understands my plan? In the first days I can live in campus.
The university will give it free of charge. Therefore I can live
in campus and meet you in your free time.

It’s me again.
I'm just looking for the closest place to get the money, if you send
it to my ticket. I found that there are several close Western Union here.
I want to ask you to send money through Western Union. I came into the
office Western Union, and they explained to me that you can send money
to me without any problems. You do not need to specify a specific
address Western Union here. You only need to specify my Full Name, and
that you send money to Russia, to Moscow. And I have no problem get your
money in one of the closest to me Western Union offices here in Moscow.
I also learned that the service and payment Western Union cheaper than
in the MoneyGram or Rai or WorldRemit. You will pay less money when using
Western Union. Please look in your local Western Union, to send money
to me. But if you can not find at Western Union, then you can send money
via Rai or WorldRemit or MoneyGram ( you also will only need to specify
my full name, and that you send money to the city of Moscow, in Russian ).
It is more far away from me to get the money, but I can get it via MoneyGram
or Ria or WorldRemit without any problems. I am waiting for your answer.
Nataliya.
P.S.
You can send money here (western union in Moscow):
Name: SBERBANK
Addreess: TURISTSKAYA ULITSA 19-1,
MOSCOW, 12XXXX, RUSSIA
Or
Name: URALSIB
Addreess: SADOVAYA-CHERNOGRYAZSKAYA ULITSA 13-3, STROENIE 1,
MOSCOW, 10XXXX, RUSSIA
Or
Name: ROSBANK
Addreess: BOLSHAYA POLYANKA STR. 28 KORPUS 1,
MOSCOW, 11XXXX, RUSSIA
my full name: NATALIYA M..

[Big Al]

I am so tired to be in Moscow. Everything is very expensive here.
And I save money on everything. I do it for us. I want us to be
together and to be happy. I want to come to you and that is why
I am ready to overcome all the difficulties. But I need your help.
There is only one step left – you to send me money. You even can’t
imagine what I have to do here to survive. I stay in a very cheap
hotel as I have no money to live in a good room. I live in one
place with people who have no place to stay in. I stayed even at
the airport some times to save money but the police paid attention
to me and I can’t stay there any more. People are so cruel.
No one can help me here. And you are my only hope. Do you understand
now why I don’t write to you often and don’t call you. If I have
a digital camera here I would show you the life here for you to
see what kind of difficulties I have here. I know that happiness
is not given so easily that is why I try to overcome all the
difficulties on my way. That is why I ask you to send me money
as soon as possible for the ticket. If you don’t help me, then
I will have to get back to my city. And I don’t want this as
I have spent so much forces and money already to get my visa.
There is only one step left to be in your arms and I don’t want
to stop here. And this is a step you should do. Now everything
depends on you. Please, try to understand me and send me money
for the ticket.
Nataliya.
P.S.
Trust me!
If I deceived you what for I would ask you to send money to Moscow?
I here in Moscow because has received the visa, and I wished to buy
the ticket. I never deceived you. And if you will send money to Moscow
I cannot receive it in other place!!! Why I could not write to you,
what I have received the visa in the city, in Novosibirsk? I would not
began to spend money and to go to Moscow. You writes insulting words,
that I wish to deceive you. It not the truth! I never deceived you!

[Big Al]

Please, understand that I can’t stay in Moscow for long time.
It is not my native city. I can stay in Moscow for more 7-8 days.
I am tired to stay in cheap hotels with the homeless people
or in the airport. I do it only for our future. Please, hurry
up with sending money so I can buy a ticket. My visa is issued
only for 2 months. I should leave already or all the money
would spend just useless. Please, try to understand my situation.
And send me the money as soon as possible. Just let me know
if you send the money. Should I wait or no?
I miss you badly... You even can't imagine how hard it is to be
here without you... I need you so much...And dream of our soon
meeting.
I also dream of your touch...so tender and passional. I try to
imagine how it is to kiss your lips, your hands, your strong body.
I imagine how it is to make love to you...
I love you so much that even have a physical ache sometimes.
I know this is only a dream but it will come true very soon.
Everything depends only on us. We just need to be patient and wait.
But how sweet will be our meeting at last.
I think I would kiss you till death. I am hungry for you, my sweetie.
Hungry for your kiss, for your body. I want you to hold me tightly
and to be with you forever.
Hope you are not scared with my feelings...
I do love you and need you a lot.
Nataliya.

[Big Al]

Hi !
I couldn't write to you earlier.
My mailbox has been blocked.
Someone tried to access it and my mailbox was blocked by the security system.
It took a very long time to get access.
Unfortunately, I don't remember your email address by heart
and therefore didn't write to you earlier.
Today my mailbox was unblocked and I can write to you again.
I hope you will forgive me.
Please do not worry. While my mailbox was locked, I didn’t sit around.
I followed my documents and they are still valid and
I still want to come to you just as badly.
I would have come to you earlier, but unfortunately,
there is still the same problem ...
I need money. I really hope that you remember me,
are waiting and want to help me.
Sorry again that I didn't write earlier...
I will wait for your reply.
I hope my letter will please you.
Nataliya.

I don’t know what to do. I am in a hopeless situation.
You haven’t sent me money for the ticket. And perhaps, I’ve
just did everything without any sense. You didn’t appreciate
my forces. It is very offensive. I have tears in my eyes.
I have spent so much time and forces to do all the paperwork
and to come to Moscow. I’ve got my visa. And when I needed just
your help, you couldn’t help me. I asked you for help as I thought
we could be more than just pen pals. My main purpose is to create
a family. I do love you. My visa is given only for 2 months,
such a pity. And I don’t think I will be ever able to get
another visa as I am not going to use this one. I am still
going to stay in Moscow for 3-4 days. I have no more money to
stay here. You should send me money now or I will leave home.
Bitter truth is better than a sweet lie! Please, tell me will
you be able to send me money shortly?
I woke up today with such a strange feeling…I saw you in my
night dream. It was such a pleasure….I felt your touch, saw
your eyes.
I am going to tell you my dream now. I am sure you will like
it the same way I do.
There was a beautiful island with a white sand, blue water and
lots of green trees.
I was sitting near the water looking at the clear blue sky and
suddenly saw a plane.
When it landed I saw a wonderful man coming close to me. I was
a little scared and surprised to see a man. I was naked with
just a small towel on me. I was a little bit embarrassed.
But decided to wait and not run away. That was you though I had
not seen you before and didn’t know you. You came and asked me
if there were any people there except me on the island. I told
you that I was the only one and there was a house where you can
stay if were going to stay on the island for a while.
You agreed and we went to see the place.
In the evening we had dinner with champagne and talked a lot
and I felt how I started to fall in love with you. This way we
spent several days and then you had to leave back to your life
and work. And you left and I stayed on the island alone. Two
weeks passed. I missed you badly and often cried realizing that
I would never see you again.
One day I was lying on the sofa at home and suddenly heard
someone knocking my door. I was surprised and when I opened
the door I saw you. You looked at me attentively and the first
think you told me was :”I love you, baby!”
Then I woke up and had such a wonderful feeling. I dream to hear
these words from you in real one day.
So let me know what you think of this dream.
I miss you badly.
Nataliya.

[Big Al]

I already told you that I was going to buy a ticket. The cost
for the ticket is 476 dollars. I don’t have 376 dollars. That
is why I ask you for help. I ask you to send me 376 dollars.
I don’t know the exact time of my flight yet as I haven’t
bought the ticket yet. If you send me the money then I will
buy a ticket and send you all the details. All you need is
to send me money for this. Everything depends on you now.
Nataliya.
P.S.
You can send money here (WU or WorldRemit or MG or RIA in Moscow):
Name: S.
Addreess: MOSCOW, 123489, RUSSIA
Or
Name: U.
Addreess: MOSCOW, 105064, RUSSIA
Or
Name: R.
Addreess: MOSCOW, 119180, RUSSIA
my full name: N. M..

I live not in hotel. I spent the night there only one
day. Because it is very expensive. I have not enough
money to stay in Moscow. Here everything is in 3 times
more expensive, than in my city. I sleep at the
airport. I am very tired. Now you understand, why I
cannot call you. I did not want to tell you that as
I don’t want you to worry about me!!! But youmade me
tell you this. I still have very little money to stay
in Moscow.
Will you send me money or not???
If not I will go back to my city. I don’t want to stay
in Moscow any more and to live in the airport.
I am very tired from it.
Nataliya.

[Big Al]

I see that you don’t trust me. It is very offensive. I see that
you don’t believe me. I have spent so many forces and money to
come to Moscow and to get this visa and I see that you don’t
appreciate this at all. You have a very strange attitude to me.
From one side you write to me come there, that I am good and
we could have good relations. From the other side you don’t
do anything for us to be together. You write that you don’t believe
me, or you have no money, or something else. I think that you
just don’t want to be happy. When the one wants to be happy he
does everything for this. I did everything I could. But my forces
are limited too. I’ve got visa, I came to Moscow. I’ve spent so
many forces and money for this. But I feel that you don’t appreciate
this. When I asked you about help, you didn’t help me. There is
only one step left before we meet. You just need to send me money
for the ticket and that’s it. I have done so much already and
I think that I deserve this. And I have already proved to you
that I am real many times. I am hurt and offended that you still
don’t believe me. And I see only one way from this situation,
to come back to my city if you don’t send me money for the ticket.
Please, remember that there is only one step left for our happiness.
And you should make this step! You should send me money for
the ticket.
Nataliya.

How are you? I am not really good. I feel sick and tired. Life
in Moscow is so expensive, hard and noisy. I can hardly stand
it. Well, I do it on purpose, so I will survive. I need you so
much and I want to come to you very much. So I will do my best
and I will stay here just to be with you.
Sorry for complaining but you are the only one I can trust and
rely on.
Well, anyway, I have good news for you. I talked to my friend
that lives in Tomsk and he promised to help me. He is able to
give me half of the money for the ticket. He tried to save money
for the computer. So he could give me this money now but I will
have to give them back to him as soon as I find a job there.
But I will need your help any way. Will you be able to help me
with the rest of the sum of money? Please, send me $200 and as
soon as I get the money I will buy the ticket and come to you.
You can send me money to any Western Union office in Moscow.
I have no one to ask about it. So I need your help very much.
I have to pay for the ticket as soon as possible not to be sold
to another person. And I don’t want to miss this chance.
Dear, please, think of this. And I really hope that you will
help me and I will be in your arms very soon. My sweetie, I miss
you badly and I need you. I want to be with you, look into your
eyes and hug you, kiss you tender and passionate. I dream about
you, about our life together.
My sweetheart, please, help me and make our dream come true.
I do my best, you know. So everything is in your hands now, darling.
You are the best to me.
I need you...
Nataliya.

[Big Al]

Please don't refuse me help. I only need $200.
And this Sunday I can fly to you.
Yes yes it is true. I can buy a ticket for September 27.
Please follow my request and you will not regret it.
I will come to you and we will make all our dreams come true.
I will not write much, I will wait for your reply.
I will understand whether you really want to see me or not.
$ 200 is a small price to pay for happiness and a new life.
Happy life. Our life is in your hands.
I hope your heart will point you on the right path and you
will make the right decision,
because I will never betray you.
Hurry up or my ticket will be sold to other people.
This ticket is our happiness...
Don't miss the moment and turn your destiny towards
love and happiness.
Nataliya.

It’s a shame that you didn’t believe me and didn’t
send money. because now I would be with you and we
would have the joy of communicating with each other.
I think you would appreciate my sense of humor and
sexuality. Because it can't be conveyed through letters.
you only see one side of my soul.
When you get to know me better, you will not regret it.
You will understand what kind of diamond you got.
But unfortunately you didn't do my request.
But this world is not without good people.
And I have good news. The cashier at the airport found
me another ticket for Monday (October 5) for $ 347.
I paid $147 for it and now I have to pay $200 extra.
And again I appeal to you, help me. I have no one to ask.
Only you are who can really help me. Believe me!
I am not asking you to donate money. just borrow.
I promise you, I will return your money.
I will appreciate your help.
I will always be next to you.
if you don’t want to send because you have your own
personal life, then I will not bother you.
I will be there only in your free time. You will be
able to have happy moments with me.
I promise you this! you will not regret it.
I hope your answer will be positive.
And you will send me money here to Moscow.
because I am here and I am waiting for your help.
Nataliya.