Thanks for sharing your thoughts here to help others.
The fantasy fear will diminish over time. Spend more time with friends off of the computer and get a few good laughs in. That will help you get back to your normal self. Do something you wanted to do last Summer, but didn't get to it.
Hang out where people are laughing; amusement parks, comedy show, music concert, the zoo, the beach. Smiles and laughing rubs off.
Having trouble laughing at home? Well, then if you have not yet listened to our podcasts, I'm sure that some or all of them will tickle your funnybone. After the usual interviews that most of them have in the first half (some are all scammer call specials,) we make phone calls to 419 African scammers, playing "FAKE VICTIMS" that have received a scam email from them. Our characters are weird, crazy, or otherwise kinda "odd." We talk to them doing off the cuff complete improv comedy on them, taking their scam that they are stuck on into our twisted, nutty scenarios. Too bad we cannot do the same thing to the blackmail scammers without hurting victims, or we would.
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