Hello My Dear,
how are you today, how is everything with you over there in your place hope that all is well and in order, my dear, what have i done to wrong you, why did you keep silent all this while, why did you abandon me in this camp, why, since your last mail you have not write anything, why, why are you making things so difficult for me, why are you reminding me of my condition, your present behavior remind me of my condition and my lost ones, when i met you and read your word it gives me all hope to live, your presents in my live give me courage to live, the way of your words and your care all of this give me reasons to live, am so surprise concern your surden change, my love why, why don't you feel the pains i felt in this camp, why do you try to take away the only joy you brought into my life, why do you try to make me cry,
My love, why are you doing this to me, remember when we used talk; remember the love we share, all i ever wanted is for us to be together. I feel empty without you. My heart is broken in two, why don't you care anymore, life isn't fair anymore, I'm terrified of losing you. But you bruised my heart forever till eternity and all from the start. my feelings for you will never fade away even if you cruel to me. I love you I wanna hold you, i wanna hug you, i wanna be the girl that you call the one, i want us to be together forever. I don't wanna cry a single tear for you even though i already do:
My love, I miss you, why don't you care? Did you forget me? Is this how break the heart of those you Clay to love? The only thing that will make me feel any better , is if you promise to hold me in your arms forever. Darling cant you see what you mean to me? I cry myself to sleep every night because i wonder if you still love me and if you still care. this is so unfair, I'm dying a slow painful death without you cant you see, I'm crying everyday my love your everything
My love, i will be happy to hear from you, i will be happy to know your plans concern my condition and also for the transaction, try to know that you are all that i have, try to fulfill your promise, try to know that your help to me will not put you in shame, please try and forgive me if i have ever wrong you, whatever i have done, forgive me, try and help me. And you wont regret it, don't make me shear tears everyday, you are the happiness in my life, please don't abandon me, don't keep silent. I will be waiting to hear from you !
I never knew that the lawyer fee was going to be the reason of your silent, after all the promise you made to help and stood by me, at the point that i needed you most, you turn your bank on me, where have i wrong you, why have you decide to send me into an everlasting grave, i beg of you to email me please,
Yours worried
Anita