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Hello my dearest xxx!!!thank you do much for your letter and for your wonderful

words. Your letter always make so happy that i can even to explain you.

xxx, thank you for your understanding my situation. Really, no one can understand

me like you. Thank you for your presence in my life.

xxx, I told you that you not old, and I can repeat it a million times, you are

handsome and so attractive man. xxx, i hope you have had a good time with your

family, I wish at least about one day without soldiers, gunfires, explosions and so

on...you understand me. xxx, I am dreaming one day

to wake up and dont see killed people, dont spend time in bomb shelter and feel

happiness.

xxx, if i will go to Vinnica it will be more distance than to come to Kyev, and you

understand that cost of taxi will be higher. Dear, if you think that it will

be cheaper to come to you, I agree, really. It would be great because we will meet

with you earlier. As I am dreaming!!But I need to make international passport.

And as I know it cost not so cheap here. Because of war they make everything they

want. xxx, I think it would be easier if I will come there to Kyev

and will work, then you will come, or I will start make passport there, and will

come to you. Dear xxx, I really dont know what to do. But to stay here

it is really not safe, and I dont know how to live further. I dont get salary 5

months, and dont know when will start again. But all this time I dont pay

for rent flat, and I am afraid that owner will expel me from here, and I will be on

the street without anything, without food, and will live in situation

where every time can fallen down a bomb!!

I dont know really how to be further. Of course I appreciate your care about me,

and thank you so much.

About my sister, I was talked with her some days ago, she is ok, and finally dont

hear explosions.

Yes, I got your sms, thank you so much, you made me happy with it.

Unfortunately dont have an opportunity to answer you.So sorry.

How is your family???I hope that everything is ok.

Wish you a good day and waiting for your letter.

Kisses, your Ira

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I am so happy that you are in my life, and i am dreaming to come to you as soon as

possible, because I 

cant live here in this hell anymore. But I dont know how to do it.

xxx, I was in travel company to know about tickets, there I was told that the

cheapest tickets will cost

9342 gryvnas it is 393 USD. You know that I dont have such money. I will fly in

xxx airport (victim's location).

xxx, you see that all sum that I need it is 868 USD. I dont know how to be. I

understand that you can not help me

with it. But 2 or 3 months I cant survive here, because situation very bad, and i

dont know what will i even eat.

About visa I was told that I can stay there 1 month.

xxx I am working as shop assistant in wear shop. My work is not hard but very

responsible. Every day I meet a lot of people and I should be very polite and

friendly. You know my job is interesting because I like to help people in choosing

clothes. Sometimes I tired because I am working from 8 a.m. till 6 p.m.  and have

only one week day.  Every time I help someone pick up the clothes and person is

happy with his purchase, I become a little bit happier. I am pleased that with a

help of my work I can bring people happiness. I like my job, but I would like to

find a job that will bring me pleasure. But unfortunately I still cannot change my

job. According to the current situation in our city right now is a huge problem to

find a job. Almost all businesses are closed, all the people are forced to go to

the free holiday. 

Oh, xxx I am dreaming to be with you there, to meet you in person, and meet you

wonderful family.

Greetings to your family and wish you a good day.

Kisses, your Ira

Hello my dear xxx!!!thank you fro your letter! I am happy to get it. How are you??

How is your family??

xxx, I will get to know about 3 month visa. I dont know. I would be happy to stay

with you there forever, but i dont know how it will arrange.

I think it needed to make in your country.

Dear, xxx, I understand that it is a lot of money, but I dont know really what to

do.

I really want to come to you. And stay with you there for a long time.

xxx, I feel that have feelings to you, I cant explain for now, but you should know

it.

I dont have bank account, I will try to find someone who have , but I dont know for

now dear.

Thank you for your care, i really appreciate it, but I want so much to be with you

there right now,

especially on women's day. I would be glad to have such happiness. But I understand

that it is impossible.

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I am dreaming to be with you and your family.

Wish you a good day and waiting for your letter, kisses, your Ira

[firefly]

Hello dear xxx!!thank you for your letter I am so happy to get it. You everyday

make me so happy.

How are you there??? How is your family???

I hope that everything ok.

xxx, thank you so much for your care, you really make a lot for me, I appreciate

it.

xxx, ok, I will send you everything you asked. But what should I do, just go to

Western

Union with passport and sms that you write me???

Dear, xxx, I hope that when I will come to you we will be the happiest couple

together.

I am so tired of loneliness I want to love and beloved. xxx, you already make me

happy,

but I even cant imagine how i will be happy when I will be in your arms.

xxx, about picture that you asked, of course I will try to find a camera to make it

for you.

You should understand that my phone is very simple and I need to try to find camera

to make this

photo.

xxx, dont even think that i want to hurt you, because I am not such person. xxx, i

just want to be happy

and make you happy.

Wish you a happy day and waiting for your letter. Kisses, your Ira

Money request details:

Name:Irina

Surname: Shubina

Address: Ukraine, Lugansk region, Antratsit, Gonchara 17 street.

Hello dearest xxx!!How are you??

Thank you for your letter and for your care about me.

Dear xxx, I have found a department of Western Union here. It is near my work.

xxx, I am dreaming to come to you as soon as possible, I am so tire to be here

alone, I am scared and want to be with important person.

Dear, i wrote you correct details dont worry.

Everything will be ok, I just want to be with you there.

When I was going to work I saw couples, which were happy despite the situation

here. They smiled,

they happy..hold hand of each other. And you know when I saw them I was crying

because I am alone.

I cant kiss person who become for me the most important. I am jealous because when

i am imagining

that someone there with you, that someone can kiss you, I become crazy. I want to

shout from pain.

Dear xxx, you really very important for me. I need you, and I dont want to be far

away from you.It is

really painful. I cant even describe. I dont know what to say, but you should know

that you

are very important for me.

Dear, xxx, I would be happy to send you something, but i dont have money even for

food, how can I do something??

Missing so much.

Kisses, your Ira

[firefly]

Hello dear  xxx.how are you today???How is your day??How is your health??

xxx, thank you for your care about me..I really appreciate it.

xxx, I dont understand why you dont trust me, I really honest with you,

and I dont want to hurt you, because I know how it is painful.

As for me I am not bad. Just missing you a lot.

Dear xxx,  I am so tired to be here alone, you even cant imagine how it is hard.

Sometimes I am sitting alone in flat and want to cry because I even cant to talk

with someone, I am afraid that very soon I will start to talk to myself like

crazy woman. I need you, every time I am thinking of you and talk to you every

second

of my life.

Honey, today on the street I saw a little puppy, he just sitting and watching at

me.

He is so cute and so little. I gave him a little piece of bread and went to work.

But now I am sitting and dont know what to do. If such a cute dog will live with

me, I will be not alone, and together with him i will scare less. What do you

think??

Till the time when we will be together i would be happy to have a little puppy.

We would be friends. And when I will go to you I give him to my boss, she also love

animals.

How are you there without me??Do you moss me like I do??

I cant even sleep at night. Because It is really hard to be far from person who

is everything for you.

Wish you a good day and waiting for your letter.

Kisses, your Ira

hello dearest and beloved xxx.how are you???thank you so much for your letter.

I am so happy to get it. I was missing you so much, unfortunately dont have an

opportunity

to write you this days because didnt have internet at home. How was your weekend??

I was thinking of you every time. I even cant think about something. You are so

much

important for me. I dont know how to explain you, because when I am thinking of

you I feel creep in my fingers in my heart. Dear, I need you so much,and for me you

are

everything, my universe, my life.

Honey, I love you and nothing can change it.

Dear xxx, I got a little puppy. and called him Lucky. Maybe he bring me a little

happiness

and I will not be alone till the time we will be together.

My love, I am missing you so much and i dont know what will i do if we will not be

together.

Honey, you make my world happier and thank you for it.

Dear xxx how I wish at list to feel one your hug. I cant be without you here.

xxx, I will try to know about taxi and about busses, and I will write you, dear, i

understood

everything about tickets, but at first i need to make passport and visa.

I cant wait the time to be in your arms.

I need it.

Wish you a good day and I am waiting for your letter with a hope.

Kisses, your Ira

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Hello dear xxx. How are you???Thank you for your letter. Honey, I am so happy 

to get your letter. I am missing you so much dear.

How is the weather there??

We have so good weather here. It is really fantastic time.

I wish you be with me now, and we will spend a wonderful time together.

Dear xxx, my little puppy is so cute. Every morning he wake up me. 

And you know today was so funny situation. When I was sleeping he comes 

to me and start lick my nose. And in this time I have dream, this dream 

was about you and me. And you know..in dream you kiss me and i thought 

that it is you really kiss me. But when I opened my eyes I saw that it was

my little puppy. 

This few days I was so sick and now also...feel not so good myself.

I am thinking about you and become a little better. But still have a flu.

Honey xxx, what we will do further??

I really dont want to send just a mails to each other.

I want to be with you, I want to wake up you in the morning with my kisses.

I want to sleep with you...I want to show you my love.

You are my man, and I am yours woman, but how much we will live so far 

without each other???

I know that it is hard for both of us. 

And it is really pity that in our country such a bad situation now.

All this time that we are together with you I am dreaming to be in your arms.

You even cant imagine how it is hard to live from beloved man, and of course

to live without man almost 3 year. I am alive woman and of course I need

man in my life, not just for sex, but for it also.

xxx, as I told you for passport I need 320 USD and I will get it in 5 days.

For visa I need 55 USD and visa with a help of agency will make just 12-14 

days without any problems.And of course about additional documents, I need 

100 USD ( medical insurance and other things). About busses and taxi I think 

it will not be a problem.

I really cant be without you.

Missing you so much , I love you.

Kisses, forever your Ira

 

Hello my dearest and beloved xxx.how are you today???

How is your mood??Dear xxx, I am so happy to get your letter, thank you that you

always find the time to write me,you know how it is important for me.

Dear, I dont know what I will do if we will not be together. I have never had

such feelings that I have to you now. And only now I started to understand that

all my life I was living for nothing. Because all my life I have never felt

love till I met you. Thank you for it. Honey xxx it is the most wonderful feelings

and it gave me you and you presence in my life. Of course I know that when I will

have an opportunity to touch you and kiss you, care about you it will be the

happiest

time in my life. Dear xxx, I want to be with you there . Yesterday I was told with

my

mom, and I told here that I have very important man in my life. She told me

that she very happy that despite the war, despite the distance I have force to

live, that I have somebody for whom I want to live. I told her that

you are really so good, handsome and wonderful man. And I want to be only with

you. Thank you that you give me happiness in this hard life.

You my life. and I am sure we were born for each other.

And nothing and nobody can change it.

About the information that you told me. Dear, I dont know really, because I

got the information here in agency, another information I dont have. I really

want to meet with you and want to be with you.

And I dont know why it is seems to me that you dont trust me, and trying to check

me.

Ok, I understand you, but it is really offensively. Because I really dont need your

money or something else, i just wanted to come to you as soon as possible and was

trying to find a way to make it faster.

With my best wishes and love, forever yours Ira

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Hello dear xxx!!Thank you for your letter.

I really dont know what is going on between us now.

I dont understand why you compare me with that bad woman.

xxx, just think if I wanted just a money from you, I will already

stopped to communicate with you after your help.

And found another man. Why you tell me such things??

It is really offended. Because I have never had even thought 

about hurting you.

I really just wanted and want to be with you.

And if I was on your side, I have learned to understand people who treat you

sincerely, 

and who just want to take advantage of you. You know, my life was a lot of

frustration, 

but then I have not ceased to trust people, because if you hurt by someone after

the disappointment, 

you will go through it.

But you finally learn to distinguish between indifference and what you are and

begin to perceive 

those people who are drawn to you with open arms and outstretched arms to make you

happy.

Okey, xxx, I understand you, you want to come here?

Okey, it is your decision. Lets meet in Ukraine.

Wish you a good day and waiting for your letter.

Your Ira

oh my dear xxx!!!I am already dreaming about that time when we will be together.

My love, I understand you that it is big sum, but I have explained you, why

passport

is so expansive, because of war, the system of getting passport is faster, just in

5 days.

xxx, I want to come to you as soon as possible.

And honey, I understand everything you want to tell me.

How I wish to wake up in the morning and see your face near me.

xxx, i called now to travel agency, and asked them about all the process.

They told me, that we can divided the payments, and start make documents now.

If you can now to help with a half, I can go and start make at least passport and

then visa.

And after you getting your new job, we will pay for the rest.

xxx, can we do it or no???

I am really afraid because the piece agreement already broken and everything

restart again.

I dont want to lose you, honey.

Send you my kisses, your Ira 

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Hello my love xxx, how are you??

my angel, i am so missing you.

I want to be with you xxx, I want to share my life with you

I want to sleep with you, to kiss you.

Hope that we will be soon together. I want it the most of all.

Today, from the morning I have a good mood, and thinking of you.

You make me so happy even when you are so far from me.

But I still believe that very soon we will be together.

I want to spend my days and nights with you, in your arms and kisses.

I want you and want to be forever with you.

How was your day??

As for me after work came home and cleaned home.But suddenly

i heard explosion on the street and i went there.

One bomb was fallen into a car on the parking.

Thanks God everything ok, and nobody suffered.

But it means, that this stupid war again restart.

My love, I am dreaming every day and every night to be in your arms.

I want to wake up in the morning and feel that you are breezing

beside me.

I think it is the most happiness in the world.

I love you and you are always in my soul.

Kisses, forever yours Ira

Hello my dear xxx!!Thank you so much for your care and for your love, I am happy

that you are in my life.

My days are happier with you presence, and I will be much happier if you will be

near me.

Dear, my mom gave you greetings and she wants to tell you thanks that you  make me

happy.

xxx, I love you and dreaming to become your wife and make you the happiest man in

the world.

How is your work??

I hope you not so tired there and have  a rest.

How I wish to wait you from the work in our house. Make dinner for you with a

candles. We will sit

together, hugs , kisses and be the happiest couple.

Oh, dear dreaming about it every second of my life.

You are always in my head and thoughts.

Kisses, your Ira

[firefly]

Hello my dearest xxx!!!!Thank you so much for your letters I was missing you so much and

dont even think that i dont want to be with you.

Dear, because of Easter we have had a weekend and you know that I dont have internet at

home that is why i didnt write you. But I was thinking of you all this time.

How it would be wonderful to be with you, to sleep in your lovely arms, to kiss you when

i want and be forever with you.

My love, I am missing you and just pray God for time to be with you. I am so tired to

live just dreams and wishes to wake up in your arms.

My dear xxx, I love you, and will love you till the time i will die.

And no one and nothing can change it. You are always in my heart aand dreams, you always in

my thoughts I want to be just with you, and I am waiting the time to come to you with a hope.

Kisses, forever yours Ira

Hello my love!!xxx how are you??

I am missing you so much. I want to come to you and be already your wife.

Honey, how is your family, how is your new job???

xxx, yesterday after work i was sitting on the bench and looking in blue

sky, you know, I see always just your face, wherever i look.

And was funny story when i was going to work ion the other side of

street i saw a man, i was thought that it was you.

I was so happy but then i understood that you are so far an it is

just my dream because i am thinking every second of my life!!

Dear, I am missing you so much and cant wait the time to be in your arms.

To kiss you to hug you and be all the time in your life.

Thank you for your pics, I like it a lot, and hope that very soon i will

see it in real life.

Kises, your Ira

[firefly]

Hello my love!!xxx how are you??

I am missing you so much. I want to come to you and be already your wife.

Honey, how is your family, how is your new job???

xxx, yesterday after work i was sitting on the bench and looking in blue

sky, you know, I see always just your face, wherever i look.

And was funny story when i was going to work ion the other side of

street i saw a man, i was thought that it was you.

I was so happy but then i understood that you are so far an it is

just my dream because i am thinking every second of my life!!

Dear, I am missing you so much and cant wait the time to be in your arms.

To kiss you to hug you and be all the time in your life.

Thank you for your pics, I like it a lot, and hope that very soon i will

see it in real life.

Kises, your Ira

Hello my dearest xxx!!!How are you honey??

I am missing you so much, i am thinking of you every second of my life, you and

only you make me happy.

You are my universe, you are my man.

I already feel that i am yours wife, and dreaming that it will be in real.

My love, how was your day??

What did you do??

I hope you enjoyed your job, your days.

Honey, greetings to your family.

I am dreaming already to meet with them also..

Of course I am missing my sister and niece, because sometimes even cant to talk to

someone.

Ok, xxx, i will tell my mother your hello))) and till i will go to you i will not

tell her

that you kidnap me)

Love you, your Ira

Hello my love xxx!!

[firefly]

How are you??How is your family, work??

Honey, was missing you so much, trying to come to work as soon as possible.

Because wanted to write you a letter.

Please take care when will driving, because i am worrying a lot.

Honey, how I wish to be in your arms already, it is so hard to be far away

from you.

I like your dreams and waiting the time to hold your hands and walk with you.

Sweetheart, here is became worse and worse. I dont know what will further, but

i am afraid, because all soldiers tell that war will be much bigger then

was before.

I am afraid that i will not have an opportunity to go from here, if i will not

do it in near time.

xxx, i dont want to lose you.

I love you and want to be with yuo forever.

Kisses, yours Ira

Hello my love!!xxx, how are you there??

I am so missing you..And afraid a lot. 

I am thinking of us everytime, and for me it is so hard to be far away from you.

xxx, yes from the time when war started i lost my weight because it is hard to

eat good food here and i am eating only once per day.

The situation here becomes worse, honey, and i am afraid a lot.

I just pray God to be in your arms, and that we have time to make everything

till huge figting start.

I dont want o lose you, because you are my life, and i dont want to live without

you honey.

Everyday i am thinking of our future and this thoughts make me happier and feel

alive.

Take care please.

Kisses, forever yours Ira