Sweet xxx,
You're so expressive that I'm threatened (in a nice way), with your intelligence and deep thinking. Hope your weekend is going well so far?
I understood you so well, and I could see all what you are trying to explain so effortlessly. Lovely, you've been to Canada. Did you really enjoy it?
Again, I'm honored if you would think of me as a gentleman - speaking of ex- in such manner. I don't like to judge, and also believe that people are not perfect. Joel is 10 and very active. Sure, I've got no choice but to love him, what do you think?
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My Skype account is just same as my email address. Thanks for sharing your phone number... I must warn you... I've got a very charming accent, and rather sexy as well. Just so you can put on your best defense so I don't melt you into a puddle when we speak on the phone. Hope I can surprise you with a call anytime, or you'll be too impatient and rather called me first?
I'd played soccer with friends this morning, and now, just trying to get some paper work sorted ahead for next week.
If you notice like I have, our communication is really building up fast with a huge spark all inclusive. That shows we have something to tell each other and there could be many more to share. In my opinion, I think finding love is not the final stop, but a path and means to happiness and fulfillment. You have given me a good task to use my imaginative power; and I have painted a whole lot of pictures the last few hours. I can also imagine walking (holding hands) together, full of laughs and excitement and living the rest of the life in total happiness. I think we deserve that now; don't you think so?
My mom told me I was a cute little boy growing up. I wasn't that very interested in doing what many other kids would enjoy as I thought a little bit older than I was. Because of that, I didn't have many friends who were my age groups, but rather far older ones. Many people could confide in me cos they somehow trusted that I would keep their secrets safe. My opinion in many instances were useful when people came along with their problems. I never cared about what kind of background you might have, but accepted everyone with a warm heart, and that's how I've been till now as far as I can remember.
I'm not trying to paint a picture of a perfect man for myself, because there is never a Mr Perfect. I think we have the responsibility of making him or her right. Trying to correct each other's mistakes from time to time, and also accept any obvious weakness. Again, my mom would tell us a lot of stories about her and my late Dad. She would say he was her true love. She said to us sometime; that "if you are not ready to be a fool, then don't fall in love". Over the years, I've found that to be absolutely true. There tend to be arguments and break-ups in relationships if none of the parties are ready to be the fool for the other.
I have always believed that; that special woman would come along my way sometime, somehow and at some point. I believe in the power of positive thinking - which has always worked for me. Somehow, I kind of feel right about our communication - and I'm hoping am not just carried away in excitements but in the right path of instincts. Among all other achievements, I think the most fulfilling is finding true love; once you get it, you feel just right and happy, with a constant glow on the face
. You could never find this in a job, no matter the position you attain, as you would always leave for a better offer when one comes along. That's what makes the difference.
My mom is almost 72, and can't wait to see me happy in love and with a decent family. I have proposed in my heart, that I would take some time off after this project to focus on developing a home. I really hope I can build on this and make it what I ever wanted all my life. I will be happy to read from you later.
Richy.
Phew! that was a really long one. Hope you didn't take two coffee breaks
