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[firefly]

October 6:

xxx , I'm so glad that you answer me !!! I did not expect this.
For me this is the first communication on the Internet! I'm a little worried.
I thought that I was given a non-existent data.
But it turned out that you exist. I am very pleased.
I'm sorry for my English, I use a translator. I can speak well in English.
I do not know how to begin to tell my story. I'll start with the most important.
My name is Ekaterina, I'm 37 years old.
I was born June 16, 1979, in the small town Zuevka.
I have a daughter Natalia, her 7 years. I will send you my picture.
I worked as a massage therapist at the clinic. I'm at work now.
Here I have the opportunity to get online. My own laptop broke down.
To be honest I'm even happy about it, because my daughter for a long
time sitting at my laptop. It is very hurt her studies.
You know, children do not like to learn, they just like to play with toys. I do not know
what else to add? you yourself may ask me, do you have interesting
questions? I'm happy to answer them. I hope, I will not show you
annoying but I want to hear your voice. I want to make sure that you
exist. Can you give me your phone number with your country code, so I
can call you? I'll call you in a few days. I really want once
again to receive a letter from you. I have to go to work. just told me
that the patient came. Have a good day!!! once again, thank you
for your letter. I look forward to your answer and send me some of your photos!!!
Ekaterina.

[firefly]

October 7:

Hello my dear friend xxx !!! Again the smile on my face and joy in my heart.
All this, thanks to your answer. Did you like my photos? on them
not visible my height, it may be interesting to you, my height is 172 centimeters,
weight 54 kilograms.
I value communication with you. I live in a studio
apartment with my daughter.I divorced with my ex-husband, I divorced when my daughter
was 1 year old. He was cruel to me, cheated on me and he did not appreciate me like
woman. I have not seen him for 6 years. He does not help us with daughter and did not
interest in our lives. I'm disappointed in him as a man. From
family I have only mother Tatiana, Svetlana grandmother. My father
died 9 years ago. He had an accident in a car. I loved him very much.
He was a real man. It is a pity that he is not with us ... probably you
wondering why I'm not looking for a man in my city? my city very small and all the good men are already taken
I dearly with you chat! I'm very tired of being alone.
Time goes by for me. My daughter is growing. She often asks me why her friends have a father, and she
no??? I want her to live in a complete family. I want her to have,
like all children have a mom and dad.
I myself can not substitute for her father.
Tell me a little about your life ... Tell me about your family,
work and how you like to spend your free time? I look forward to your
quick response!!! Sincerely Ekaterina!!!

[firefly]

October 8:

Good afternoon or good morning =) !!! I do not know how much time you have now.
But I hope I'm not distracting you by my letter. You know, I
would like to say once again that you are very dear to me and I appreciate your
account and chat with me. I like you and I want to clarify
clear in my intentions to you. I've fired in life by
men and do not want this again. If you do not want further
communication, please do not let me hope !!!!! It is very important to know
how do you feel about the fact that I have a child? You are not afraid?
Someday I would like to see you in live, but you know that
long distance between us. I have a job, and child and you have
probably a lot of things and work! So I want to give you my address, I
live in Zuevka city, street Nekrasova 12-8 ! Natalia is 7 years old and
sometimes it seems that she is growing by leaps and bounds. This year, she have already gone to the first class.
She is very clever not for her age. She helps me around... When I cook to eat, she repeats after me.
He takes potatoes and trying to clean it with me. It looks
very funny =). She always washes her dishes and helps me in
cleaning. You should have seen the order in which she contains her things. Natalia
is all that I have ... I love her very much, but sometimes she did not
listen me. She need father's education and care. On weekends,
when I take a break at work, I try to give more attention to
Natalya. There in my small town are not many places where you can
take a walk with your child. Sometimes we go to the park or just walk on
street. In the evening, we make her studies together! xxx I hope you that
you understand me correctly. I do not want you to take offense at me....
I'm going to wait for your answer to my letter! Ekaterina.

[firefly]

October 9:

xxx you have no idea how I am glad to your answer. I'm in very
good mood. I'm glad that you understand me and your intentions to me are
serious. Now I know that I have a good friend. Even though we are far from each
other. Today is a very hard day at work ... As I said, I
I work in a local hospital ... I have a lot of work. Since I'm one
sometimes I need to earn. I get a call from nearby villages,
to do massage for adults and small children. Sometimes
people whose children I do massage do not give me money. They give me meat, milk,
potatoes. All what they are rich. I can not refuse them. Many
children have problems with backbone. Without my professional treatment,
children are poorly developed. Many do not have the money, and asked me for help.
My mother brought me up so that it is necessary to help people! I
like my job! I have many times been invited to work at the clinic in
Moscow. Luring big salary. But the money in life is not
the main thing. I hope that you have the same opinion. And I've never lived in a big
city. I think the big cities spoil people! I want to learn how about your life?
Now I have to go to work. In a minute the
patient will come. I have to finish the letter. It makes me feel
sad. When I am writing you a letter as if you were next to me. And
Now I must go and I say goodbye to
you till tomorrow xxx . Ekaterina.

[firefly]

October 10:

Hello xxx! Good afternoon !!! Today I was in a hurry when I was going to work.
I was anxious to see your letter. I'm glad that you wrote today.
My friend came to my house yesterday evening after work. Her name is
Anna. She is my best friend. We have not seen for a long time and yesterday we
long spoke . I told her about you and me. Anna asked me to send you
greetings from her. Has long wanted to ask you? Do you have a detrimental
habits? I myself do not smoke. Alcohol is used only in the company's
holidays. Of course, I will not mind that you will have harmful
habit, but everything should be the measure. I believe that because many families crumbling
consequence of alcohol consumption. As this is bad
impact on the education of children. Children look to adults and in
future themselves repeating adult's mistakes! Do you have a hobby?
Spend some free time!? I try to spend more time with
my child. We love to go to the village to my grandmother. I like
countryside life. We bathe in the river, collecting berries and mushrooms in the woods.
We ride a bike. In winter, ice skating and skiing. I like
going to the gym. I'm trying to keep one's figure. I like
active rest. I always encourage people to do so. I help my grandmother with
housework. She has a large vegetable garden, cow and chicken. She taught
me love and cherish nature. I forgot to tell you. At home I have a
dog. His name is Sharik. I found him on the street. He was all dirty,
he had a wound on his back . He was very thin and hungry.
I could not pass by and decided to shelter it. He is very kind and gentle dog. To me
it is time to work. I'll wait for your letter. Ekaterina

[firefly]

October 12:

Hello dear xxx ! How are you? I hope my last letter did not strained
you. I was thinking all yesterday night about it.
Maybe I should not have written this all about the ex-husband to you?
I know I have written that the heart says.
Today could not get to work in five hours. I had to stand on
street. The building next door from my work caught fire. Firefighters arrived and
they blocked the road. Firefighters carried people from the burning building. People
inhaled carbon monoxide. I helped doctors to provide first aid.
It was very scary. I worried about people. But thank God, all
alive. Now we have a lot of work. I have to make up for the missing
working time. I quarreled with the boss. They say that I should
go to work through the back door. But I could not throw people in
trouble. I think that I did the right thing. I have a lot of emotions now,
it is necessary to calm down and get to work. There's no time to write more.
I will try to write again before I will go home ... Your Ekaterina

[firefly]

October 13:

Hello my dear xxx !!! I began to wake up every morning with thoughts
about you. I have no other joy than to think about you, present
you around and dream about our future. Thoughts of you do not
go out from my head. I have not experienced such feelings long ago. Sometimes
I think that I'm going crazy. I began increasingly represent us
together !!! I did not think that I can once again experience such feelings.
We know little of each other, but you have already take a place in my heart and my
life. I grateful to my destiny and my curiosity for for our acquaintance.
I remember when I was terribly nervous when you wrote me first letter.
I was afraid that you did not properly understand my thoughts and intentions.
But now I see that we understand and feel each other. Do you feel it?
Maybe it's our destiny. You just imagine that we live in
thousands of kilometers from each other. We speak and think in different
languages, but this does not prevent us to get acquainted. I want
to know you more. I want to be worthy of your attention. Maybe,
this letter will seem to you too frankly. But I can no longer
keep these thoughts inside me. I look forward to your sincere
response. Your Ekaterina

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[firefly]

October 14:

Hello my friend xxx !!! I thought yesterday about what reaction you will have to my letter.
I'm glad that you understand me. My mother Tatyana came to visit us today. I'm sending you her photo.
I asked mother to take Natalia to her for a few days because I have no one with whom I can leave daughter at home.
The accident occurred at the Natalia school. Hot water pipe burst and flooded the whole first floor.
I told mother about you and me. Of course, she was surprised that Icommunicate with man from another country.
She worries about our with daughter future . She asked a lot of questions about you. Mother asked how do you think about my
daughter? She asked how will we solve the problem with the fact that we live in different
countries? I said that we are getting to know each other and did not think about
meeting. My mother is very happy that the man appeared in my life.
She knows that no one was at me for a long time. Mother really wants to get to know you.
She sends her greetings to you! She could not sleep today, probably.
She will be thinking all night about what I told her.
I hope that I did the right thing. Write me please what do you think about it?
I thought about what she had said about our meeting with you, when I went to work.
She's right that we live in different countries. We must make great efforts to meet.
Correspondence letters is one thing, but the meeting in live is another.
You can only understand a person looking into the eyes.
But I think that I have known you all my life. You're getting own person to me.
I'm beginning to worry about you every day.
I think about what are you doing now about what you eat. I think about your mood.
Everything that happens in your life is important to me!!! You are very dear to me.
I really do not want to end my letter because when I write to you, I think that I'm talking to you.
But my work is calling me. It's time to work. I really miss you and wait for
your letter. I kiss you! Your Ekaterina.

[firefly]

October 15:

Hi, how are you doing xxx ? I am writing you a letter again, my dear friend.
I hope that my last letter was not load to you.
Yesterday I came home after work. Home was quiet, because my daughter is at my mother.I felt very sad in my soul.
The flat is not enough children's laughter.
I already miss of my daughter. I have spoken with her by phone an hour ago. She said that she is all right.
My mother lives in the village. They walked by the river today. I also would like to walk there with you.
I rarely have dreams lately. xxx you will not believe, but tonight I had you in my dreams.
In the dream I was running for you, and you smile turned out farther away from me.
Then I stopped running and you yourself came up to me. I do not remember what happened next.
When I woke up, I forgotten this moment.
But I remember the feeling of joy and warmth from the meeting with you.
I woke up at five in the morning, and then could not sleep.
I tried to remember the dream completely all this time.
When I came to work today head doctor came up to me.
He said that I have changed. He said that I am now constantly fly somewhere in the thoughts.
He said about smile on my face and that I began to think less about work.
The chief doctor asked me with a smile on his face: you're in love with somebody?
I was very surprised that he asked it. Is it really strike the eye? I began to spend time little with people at work.
More and more often I try to go home and dream of you. Probably, I fall in love with you xxx .
All the time I think about you. I imagine that you arrive to my city that we are together with you!!!
But then I begin to think that you are far from me and maybe we will never see each other.
Tears appears in my eyes of those thoughts. I'm absolutely alone and only your letters warm my heart.
I am very glad that you came in my life. I want to believe that you are my destiny, that we
made for each other!!! I'm sorry, that I am so frank but I have no one to share my feelings.
I wrote this to you and in I feel easily in my soul right now.
I would like to hug and kiss you now. I really trust you.
I hope that you feel the same feelings to me. I really want this!!!
I beg you not to play with me please. Speak always the truth to me.
I look forward to your answer and your photo. Your Ekaterina

[firefly]

October 17:

Hello my love xxx !!! I and my father had an interesting conversation about you yesterday.
We had a long conversation with her about my future with you.
He offered me to meet with you. Because I have to start a vacation after a week. Of course, it's a good idea.
Father said she will gladly keep an eye on my child! I understand that I can not take my daughter with me.
At first, I myself should come to you. We need to know each other better. Moreover my daughter have to go to school.
I do not know how we meet and how much it will cost. I have never been abroad and I can not imagine what to do to come to you!
What do you think about our meeting with you? Do you want me to come to you?
I really want to meet and test our feelings. You attract me very much!!!
My heart tells me that you are the person with whom I will be all my life!
We are adults and I believe that letters will not replace our meeting.
When we will be together, we will check our feelings and we will think about our future.
If you agree that I should come to you, then I will go to the KIROV. It is the nearest big city to me.
There I will find out what I need to travel to you. I have some money, I hope it will be enough to come to you.
Honey, I'm so lonely without you. There are emptiness and indifference to everything that is happening around me.
Your love - this is the most precious thing in my life, and now I'm especially clearly understand it.
You are my joy, my soul, my light and my air. Sometimes it seems to me that not only you know about it, but also all
around, because my feelings for you just can not be overlooked. I am waiting for your answer, and I think only about you xxx .
I will always be only yours! Ekaterina